feeling a bit down

these past few days i've been in a nasty unpredictable state.

work seems to have lost its hold on me - i'm getting pretty tired of it even though only a small number of files are being sent. i've been craving to go out but then i lose the energy to even think of a place to go to. and my thoughts get so disoriented easily.

net has also been nasty. Gmail keeps failing on me, which isn't helping at all since it's my main address for my job.

i don't think there's anything specially wrong, though. love life is okay.♥ kaida is wonderful, as usual.♥ there are no pressing matters aside from the usual household stuff.

aru's even worried i might be pregnant again. LOL! i told him i'm 100% sure i'm not. XP

maybe this damned weather is draining the life energy out of me. it's still february, for crying out loud. where has the cool weather gone? T_T

this isn't a really nice way to start the chinese new year. it's my year, even.

haaaay.